Journal entry: Changes ahead. Surrending and allowing.

I sense big changes ahead.  For many of us.

Tomorrow I am sitting down with my daughter and with large boards and pens and laying it all out.

Where am I in this moment?  I will make a complete list of all debts owing, where my accounts stand today, and three months projections ahead.  I will make a fresh to-do list and a fresh wish-list and a fresh “this is what we need” list.  I will dare to look at it all.

Only when I get it out of my brain and aching heart, can I quiet the internal chatter, and with a clear head, weigh the options.

Only by accepting that all is ok in this moment, no matter where all the accounts stand, can I weigh those options, make bold moves, and ALLOW CHANGE.  It’s time to manage the moola…

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Working on the mindmap the other day, really allowed me to uncover my heart.  No wonder I had a tough sleepless night after that.  My heart was truly exposed and open.

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Open to accepting that I don’t need to fear change and uncertainty.

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Jennifer Lyons joined me in today’s reflection.

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